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Theatre
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The Gagged Voice #4, Merritt
November 5, 1998
Occupy the Space
Fear/Protector
Clap Exchange
Boxing
Effective Hand
Intestine
finish Groups of 4
Electric Current
Magnetic Image
Fox in the Hole
Circle
Big day. Good work.
The participant with detention
came back. He was trouble for most of the day -- just always
goofing around with a friend. Finally, at lunch break I talked
to them about respecting the group. They got very angry. They
came back, though, and settled in -- and ended up doing very
focused work, and talking at the end of the day about how great
it was to be able to express their emotions and not get laughed
at.
The group really liked clap exchange,
and wanted to keep doing it more and more. The sense, I think,
of unity was very important to them. Almost a third of them wouldn't
do the Intestine (trust game). This is an unusually high percentage
-- perhaps a sign that we are moving very fast.......
The emotional depth of the images
increased today. Lots of despair and hopelessness. This led into
a discussion of suicide, and how prevalent it is in youth culture.
Also a lot of turning away in the images........people aware
of injustices, but not wanting to get involved -- mostly because
of fear of being targeted themselves.
In the end, though, the group
seemed to find the experience of sharing their images, and the
depth of discussion that came from the images very empowering.
When we finished the day there was a lightness in the room. A
release of some kind. Perhaps coming out of a sense of solidarity.
Many of them talked about how surprising it is to find that they
have so much in common -- fears, desires.
Tomorrow we will do Cops in the
Head and also choose and rehearse images for the performance.
November 6, 1998
Leader of the Orchestra
the Fall
Image rehearsal
Cops in the Head
Cops rehearsal
Gagged Voice event
So, this ended up being a great
night. Lots of people came, and a great diversity of people,
too. 142 is a big turnout for a community this size. Howard was
amazed at the diversity. The local First Nations community came,
the Indo-Canadian and Muslim communities came, lots of youth
came. Great.
The group loved the Fall this
afternoon and most did it. We made the transition from workshop
into theatre directing well. I chose four images from the Polaroids
I had taken throughout the workshop, and we set these as
images we would offer to the audience.
Two overtly racist images, a
symbolic image of someone being beaten while others look on,
and an image of brutality with guns and death, offered by the
Indonesian participant, that also translated into a Canadian
context for many in the workshop, particularly the First Nations
participants.
Three people offered stories
for Cops in the Head and we did the exercise on one of the stories:
a story of racism. I also asked the three story-tellers to prepare
shapes of their cops. After the dinner break I looked at the
Cops, wanting to make certain that there was no confusion in
what we offered the audience.
Angelo and Catherine and Janet
came (from SUCCESS). It was great to see them, and wonderful
that they were able to witness the results of the final workshop.
People didn't really know that
they had come to an interactive event, but participation was
GREAT. When I started to activate the first Image, and asked
people to come and stand with a character who they had been in
their lives, about 30 people ran up onto the stage! It was like
this all night.
It was very surprising for all
of us which story they picked: the scariest. A young woman is
alone with her 'uncle'. A friend of the family who is in his
601s. They are saying good-bye. He moves to kiss her full on
the lips, in a very un-uncle-like manner. She has conflicting
voices inside her: 'Respect your elders', 'Don1t be a prude',
'its only a kiss -- no big deal', 'be provocative -- Just Do
It', and others.
Participation in the Cops exercise
was very high. Now, I am a believer that an event like this 'meets'
the community. Certainly tonight was very successful. It was
also very cerebral. I am wondering why. We were on a stage, in
a formalized setting. Merritt is not used to using this kind
of language. Theatre here tends to be talk oriented........the
most successful interventions were the ones (this was pointed
out by audience members afterwards) that were really emotionally
based. Heartfelt. None of them, though, were very physical.
I had an interesting exploration
this evening. A young man came up to 'do battle' with the Cop
that said, 'be provocative'. Part of his response, finally, was
to walk off the stage and go back to his seat -- to his friends.
The Cop followed. So did I, with a mike on a long cord. We had
been working for almost two hours, and the audience was very
activated. I suggested to his friends (around him) that they
were now part of the scene. I asked them to freeze in the moment
when he came back, and asked them for sentences as characters.
This made them uncomfortable -- they hadn't come to me, I had
come to them, and they all mumbled things like "I don't
know what to say", "what's going on?" etc. I was
seeing something, though, so I asked the guy what had just happened.
I went back to my chair, he said....to where? I asked......to
my friends. I could see he understood. He had gone to
a place of solidarity. Of support. I asked the audience, then,
acknowledging that we are in a theatrical and symbolic place,
is it possible for us to go to a place of solidarity INSIDE ourselves?
A dozen or so hands shot up,
mentioning things like personal strength, meditation, strong
family, self love.
The important thing for me here
was following the instinct through. The first idea, asking the
friends in the audience to speak, didn't work. That was OK. It
was part of the pursuit of an idea that I couldn't yet articulate.
It took the failure of the first idea to crystallize what I was
seeing -- and then it became a valuable part of the discussion.
I believe there was great learning
in the evening -- lots of laughter, lots of thought, reflection,
insights, applause.......in the final circle the participants
were stunned at the depth of involvement by their community --
their friends and family. Many of them spoke of the changes they
had been though in the last three days, of how they felt different,
of how important it was to have been listened to, of how they
loved being able to FEEL things
and for that to be OK.
A young girl from Kamloops came
to me after, and asked if there was some way to organize something
like this in Kamloops. She is going to talk with her drama teacher.
Also, Nico, the participant from Indonesia, is eager to stay
connected. Difficult to image, but he wants something like this
to happen there. I told him about Shin Lee, working (sometimes)
out of Korea....Nico is going to come through Vancouver and I
will get him contact info.
I have hope that something will
continue here in Merritt, somehow. Many of them are from the
same school, and they have Howard, who teaches drama and has
the power to follow-up. Time will tell.
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